Just disconnected, not dead

I’ve been compelled to do a lot of simplification lately.  While I’m not exactly sure what prompted it, it has been satisfying.  Maybe it was being in the presence of a Buddhist monk while he blessed the singing bowl I just purchased from him; maybe it’s a sense of impending death; or maybe I just needed to get a whole lot of crap under control – it doesn’t matter.

The major simplification completed recently was disconnecting from all social media. (Does this blog count as social media?  I have considered stopping it, too).  It’s not like social media consumed a lot of my time, but even that little amount of time consumed too much headspace.  I’ll leave it at that.  At first, I thought it wouldn’t last long.  Surprisingly, I’m not missing it at all.   But, maybe a little surprising was that my lack of presence really hadn’t been missed.  Or, maybe people think I’m dead but are afraid to ask. 

A friend who obviously knew I was alive as we were having a conversation at the time noted she saw I that I had “disappeared.”   I did get a random text from someone I get random texts from anyway – not checking in, just sharing information about a former colleague.  Was that a veiled attempt to check?  I don’t know. 

It really doesn’t matter because I’m happily disconnected (or mostly disconnected if this counts).  Just disconnected, not dead.

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